So, you know what was the reason of my quest????  

Let’s begin with the beginning of this journey. It was not so easy and there was a moment when I thought, it’s impossible and I was just to leave all this. But as you know, things happen and you can’t stop them to happen.

From where to start? First option was, went to my friend and told her what I was feeling. She asked me to join gym and also suggested to cut-down my fave dishes means dieting. Okay all right, I started that and joined a gym being run by a famous fitness expert. Oh! that tough exercises and weight lifting what they asked me to do. But in order to gain something, you need to hard work so in order to gain weight loss, I was continuously following them. But, one and half month is over and NO RESULTS.

Secondly, started searching online and believe me innumerous websites are offering same services. Which is the best and is okay with my trouble? It was the next question to be answered. So, very scarily (after lot of researching), I chose a fitness program and I’d not like to post its name due to some reasons. It asked me to eat more calories and fewer proteins and also some exercises were to follow. I was following the program and when I checked my weight after 15 days (as prescribed in program), it was not less but was more and I was at 185 pounds from 176 pounds. What the hell, they people are doing??? I don’t know, religiously.

Yeah, yeah, I also consulted with my doc and the pills, supplements, prescribed by her, again useless.

That was the point when I thought to leave all this and to commit suicide. I don’t want to blackjack you, it was the reality whether you believe or not. But something brought me what I was looking for; about which I’ll tell in future posts.